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Just keep me under the name of Mary. I am a female in my late 20s and I have never been in a relationship. For a while, I was worried I may have problems with sexuality because my liking for the opposite sex never quite past a crush.

I grew up to be timid and never once agreed to go on date with a guy, so what can someone expect?

You can freely label me as an old fashioned, never been touched never been kissed.

I must be afraid of guys. Though I am not ugly, I do not have stunning features either to be chased after. When most of my peers had their boyfriends, and some even married, I still didn't have my first relationship.

I am cold towards those free online dating sites, I don't believe I can find one true relationship online. It's just like going to a blind date, trying your luck with strangers.

While some of the people I know have tried their luck on free online dating sites and some had even successful relationship having the free online dating their first tool to meet each other when they are on opposite side of the world, free online dating just doesn't appeal to me.

People can always lie, and it's easier to dump. Maybe I am making my fears visible, but isn't it not true?

Compared to meeting personally meeting someone online is more risky. Although trust is rather build from many other factors, the fact that the people is virtual never changes until you finally prove they are real.

So mine could be a hopeless case , as I am not open to it.

Take another look at those services. If they are free, they mostly are abused. And if they are with fee, they are abused too. The only difference is the person who do the abuse. Why I say?

For some reason, I believe that opening the internet to public, that is , it being open to all people who want to post content, makes it rich in spam, fraud and errors.

A user can create multiple personality in any site if he intends to fool somebody, while it is a lot harder if he physically wear a mask and try to conceal his identity.

And if the service is paid, as seen at present trend, earning on the side of the providers and advertisers is what most served than anything else.

So because of all this, I would rather "hold" than let go of my beliefs for finding a true relationship.